can you fix my h.e.a.r.t?
cause it's d.a.m.a.g.e.d.my life now:
not going well, but getting better.
i hate being alone, and i AM alone now with period cramps threatening to suck the life out of me. gosh, i seriously wonder why do girls have period cramps. it's not as if giving birth aint painful enough for ONE lifetime...
and now i have to go through cramps EVERY MONTH until i get pregnant. this really sucks you know. imagine being bloody when i'm onboard ship. fuck, i cant even imagine it lor! zzz.
great, now my phone is not connecting to my laptop and i cant post pictures.
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work is getting better (
i hope). i still feel that it's totally ridiculous to isolate someone just because of TWO words. but oh well, like what they always say:
KARMA. not that i'm wishing something bad, but yeah.
it's annoying how i cant get angry with anyone for an extended period of time.
it's sickening how i always get hurt over and over because i forgive too fast.
can anyone tell me how to really hate a person? how to bear a grudge for the rest of my life? no, bearing a grudge doesnt hurt. it's forgiving, and getting hurt again that's painful.
things with bf have been going up and down. well, at least on my side. he seems to be fine with everything. is it just me, or are guys generally less sensitive (
not to mention STUPID) to a girl's emotions?
why must always understand?
why must i always be the one who's expected to know?
why must i always be the demanding one?
sighs.
i'd better not complain too much. maybe i'm the one with a problem. everyone seems to be fine except me. what the hell is wrong with me man? this is getting no where. off to cook dinner. BYE.
i can see us holding hands.
walking on the beach with our toes in the sand.hello people!
i have a secret! but i'm not going to tell until i confirm it. which would be soon because it's just next week! hehes. anyway, work has been the same and i'm really shagged out man.
clementi, changi, clementi, changi, clementi, changi...........
anyway, i borrowed bf's psp and was happily playing for the past 2 days until THE DAMN THING RAN OUT OF BATTERY TODAY! =( i dont have the charger/cable thingy and bf is not replying my sms. bahz!
i wonder how am i going to survive tomorrow man. OHOH!!!! I WENT ON 4 DIFFERENT WARSHIPS TODAY SIAHHHZZXXZXZXXXX!!!!!! US warship, UK warship, Sri Lanka warship and our very own FRIGATE!!
total coolness man. you can practically get lost on the ship lor. there were a gazillion tankers and helicopters and speedboats and landrovers on ONE ship. the UK one was reallyyyyyyyyyyy HUGE!!
was really tired at the end of the day and here i am at home already! going to sleep soon though. boring day tomorrow i guess. anyway, i am available this saturday night because bf's out with his friends.
so please jio me out as i would be reallllllly bored! hahaha. GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE!
feeling blissful.
this is life.went back to IMOS on thursday and staff said that my hair's not black enough. so i decided to buy BLACK hair dye to go home and dye my hair. after i returned to TMS from sports, bf msged and called me like three times.
then he asked what time i finish work and what time he's meeting me. i had no plans to meet him on thursday one lor. apparently he's been on his 5day MC a tad too long, he thought thursday was friday. -_-
so he offered to meet me for dinner and help me dye my hair. hehe.
ben hui sent me home cause it was on the way. went over to bf's after dinner and he helped me dye my hair! he dont know how to dye lor. so we ended up asking his sister for advice. he ended up reading the instructions. lol.
lols.
then, gabby got bored...
HAHAHA.
ended up falling asleep just after midnight. and i was supposed to go home because i didnt bring my clothes along. bf see me so tired, he asked me to sleep awhile first. if not, ride home i sure wake up then cannot sleep again.
i ended up sleeping until 5am, went home, continued sleeping and overslept. what the hell right. hahaha. but i still reached IMOS on time lah. anyway, bf's suddenly extreamly nice to me.
he picked me up at CHANGI NAVAL BASE on friday can!! clementi to changi very far one you know. then he sent me home and waited for me to shower and get dressed. didnt even complain when i took awhile.
went over to toh payoh after that to look for my phone AND I FOUND IT!
bargained for the pouch. =x
went over to town after that to check out the prices for my PSP and bf's PS3. then we got hungry and went over to FEP for chirpy's. the guard there was irritating. we were smoking a good 10 metres away from the entrance.
and he shoo-ed us away!!!
bf got pissed and started bitching to me about how he's gona bitch the guard and that he's wondering what's the guy's job scope, define the entrance, blah blah. he then decided to hold an unlit cig in his hands.
bf's aim:
wait for the guard to kp him, then tell the bugger "it's not lit."-_____________________________________-
you see his stupid smug face!!
hehe.
well, apparently the guard didnt appear infront of us anymore. and bf continued bitching about how he was walking to and fro while we were eating. bahs. so we decided to go home. on the bike, we were shouting to eat other lo. hahaha.
me:
B!! when i get my licence you buy me a car okay??
him: can. what car you want?
me:
i wan convertible!!!!him: which brand, which model?
me:
BMW convertible. any model lah. convertible can already.
him: two door isit?
me:
YEAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!him: i buy for you one lah. no door one. can go faster then ferarri, lambo, PORCHE also no problem one ah! damn power. convertible also, no door, very stylo one!
me:
WAH! which one!!!!!!
him:
confirm faster one! in a traffic jam...
then i realised that he meant his bike. -_______________-
i swear that if that was a written contract, the sentence "
in a traffice jam" would be in super fine print, at some ulu corner of the contract where most people bypass lor. like....
in a traffic jam
i think his motive the entire night was just to irritate me lo. woke up the next day, went home then off to pan pacific hotel to help pack things for imdex. met cherie and samsam for dinner at marina square after that.
had kenny rogers for dinner, shopped abit AND I BOUGHT A NEW TOP FROM CHAOS!! hehe. then we chilled for abit at anderson's. chocolate fondue!!! its the love man, seriously. we all love chocolate! hehe.
that's samsam's hand. bth, must take the cone and eat alr. lols.
bunked over at cherie's and watched -
the uninvited- with her at CWP after sam fell asleep. not bad, if you're into those shows that you totally do not understand until the last part. it's about some siao girl lah.
went to church with her today and had mac with sam after that. he damn cute i tell you! his burger is a special order one because he dont like tartar sauce. he took the sticker and did this...
samuel special order. LOLS.
anyway, i'm off to meet bf already. going over to simlim to buy his computer.
BYEBYE!!
i really dont care about you people.
because you're not people i love.
1:52 PM
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
continued from previous post.
dental health is important!!
so anyway, for people who are wondering if there's anywhere to fix his bike at an unearthly hour of 1am, i have the answer to you peeps! bf went like "
later people think you sua ku ah." but nope! not many people know cause i asked. =D
tadah!
and i realised why not everyone knows about fixing bikes in the dead silence of the night... because not everyone has a bf who rides. so ms jy, you must understand lor. i'm not the only sua ku around okay!!! hahaha.
bf and i had sheesha.
yes, my face looks cockster. =x
then, we watched as the guy fixed and cleared his exhaust pipe...
-ADVERTISMENT-want to see fireworks but dont have millions of dough to do so?
gabrielle shall teach you the cheap, not so dangerous way.
to see fireworks in your face,
just follow these simple instructions.
take out the exhaust pipe from the bike...
burn burn abit...
wait for many many smoke...
then burn till red hot...
TADAH!!!!! fireworks! =D
okay, that was lame...
so, i ended up being REALLLLLLLLLY bored and decided to camwhore!
me:
walao, my hair very cock lor.him:
helmet head what you...
really cute bike!!!
came back home at like 5am lor. woke up pretty late the next day, and he cooked breakfast for me. hehe. wo de ai xin zao chan lor. served to the room somemore can. but i eat on the stool lah. dont want dirty the bed. lols.
yah, rice. lols.
blah blah blah, i went to hospital on thursday! and i got isolated lor. zzz. all i wanted was my runny nose tablets but NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. they isolate me because they suspected i had swine flu. =/
cock right?
after i got my medicine (
FREE somemore! shiok!), we went to eat at the canteen. i ordered chee chong fun and asked for a little bit more soy sauce because i like salty stuffs. the lady gave me like............
zomfgwthbbqBEYONDGAWDLIKE!!!!
crazy man.
met up with bf on friday. labor day so everyone's on holiday. hehe. was staying over at cherie's place to help vila make something. damn chio okay. she likes it, her bf likes it and i like it too!
dont care, i make one, so its nice!
anyway, jy, cherie and i went over to the nike fair to shop. i bought a new bag and a top. bf met me there and yjy met wjy there. so cherie went home, wjy went shopping with yjy and i went home with bf.
had prata. nice...
then he decided to go over to msia so i tagged along as well. missed my chee chong fun again! wth lor. everytime i got there with bf, i dont get to eat it. urgh! then bf bought a DVD to watch.
so we came home and i saw bf playing with the dogs.
my sweethearts!!
since his parents were not in, his sister invited her friends over and we played drinking games. bf got drunk, his sister got drunk, and those who drank alot kinda got tipsy as well.
bf kept making me drink during the games. his sister's friends went like "
nevermind lah. you drink half the shot can already. dont push yourself." and bf retorted almost immediately lor!
"
no lor!! you all dont know how much she can drink. FINISH UP THE SHOT!"
nabeis. got tipsy and went for my driving with a goddamn handover lor. went back to his place after that to sleep. his sister had a hangover too. only mr -
i dont get a hangover- (bf) was fine.
okay, blah blah and bf lost his wisdom on monday!!!!
initially, i was pretty worried because i've heard many horror stories about how people cant talk, much less eat properly after extraction, so i offered to go over and take care of him.
called him yesterday because it was a halfday at work. was rather surprised when he answered with a clear "
hello?" and was even more surprised when he went like "
KNN LAH, CB, FUCK MAN" with such passion...
so i went like "
OMG YOU CAN TALK!!!!!!!!!"
he said "
angry of cause can talk lah!" in which later i found out that he took painkillers.... and only extracted 2 instead of 4. that's why he could not just speak, or swear, we also went over to ikea and had...
my bf very the pow-der-ful lor.
bought my swimming costume as well. and it seems like many people are going to pluck their wisdom tooth. everyone, please take care of your teeth and brush them more often!! hahahaha. dental health man!
i kinda fell sick today so i took an MC and went over to the polyclinic with ms jy. she also sick and both of us had masks on. HAHAHAHA. damn funny lah both of us.
LOLSSSSSS!!
okay people, i'm damn tired already. shall go sleep. GOOD NIGHT PEEPS!!
ups and downs and uncertainties,
we will pull through them.
10:42 PM
