can you fix my h.e.a.r.t?
cause it's d.a.m.a.g.e.d.my life now:
not going well, but getting better.
i hate being alone, and i AM alone now with period cramps threatening to suck the life out of me. gosh, i seriously wonder why do girls have period cramps. it's not as if giving birth aint painful enough for ONE lifetime...
and now i have to go through cramps EVERY MONTH until i get pregnant. this really sucks you know. imagine being bloody when i'm onboard ship. fuck, i cant even imagine it lor! zzz.
great, now my phone is not connecting to my laptop and i cant post pictures.
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work is getting better (
i hope). i still feel that it's totally ridiculous to isolate someone just because of TWO words. but oh well, like what they always say:
KARMA. not that i'm wishing something bad, but yeah.
it's annoying how i cant get angry with anyone for an extended period of time.
it's sickening how i always get hurt over and over because i forgive too fast.
can anyone tell me how to really hate a person? how to bear a grudge for the rest of my life? no, bearing a grudge doesnt hurt. it's forgiving, and getting hurt again that's painful.
things with bf have been going up and down. well, at least on my side. he seems to be fine with everything. is it just me, or are guys generally less sensitive (
not to mention STUPID) to a girl's emotions?
why must always understand?
why must i always be the one who's expected to know?
why must i always be the demanding one?
sighs.
i'd better not complain too much. maybe i'm the one with a problem. everyone seems to be fine except me. what the hell is wrong with me man? this is getting no where. off to cook dinner. BYE.
Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
you're not easy to find
Is it possible Mr. Loveable
is already in my life?
right in front of me
or maybe you're in disguise
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end
how do I find the perfect fit
there's enough for everyone
but I'm still waiting in line
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
and so i wait.
for what's to come.
8:49 PM
gabrielle 黄亦文.